AM I this and that?

Salam and good day...

So I am here again. As you know, I'm not an active blogger as in not update almost everyday! But once I post there must be some purpose I do that. You ask what purpose? No need to tell here. Well , everything created or invented come with purposes. Doesn't matter for benefit or for fun or whatever not. So I just want to tell about something happening to me lately. Well, someone may say I'm changing. Yeah, maybe Its true or may be its not.But, I will not change unless i experienced something or someone made me change. The way people treat you can change you instantly. Very true. Hearts is fragile, easily change, easily hurt but hard to heal, hard to handle. Honestly speaking, my emotion always sways off lately.Why? Maybe because I'm thinking too much?Nahh, I will not think if it is not important, and I'm not the type like can ignore everything. I'm more to solving rather than ignore or just left it there. So what happen to me lately is i'm h.u.r.t.i.n.g. Everything start to treat unfair to me lately. People's words, hurt me, people's actions annoyed me. That person say this, this person say that, this person do that, that person do this, WHY? Am I an evil man? Am I a person who sellfish? Am I the person who cursed you? Am I not good enough? Am I a person who treat someone not like a good person will do? Am I the person of this and that? AM I? AM I? No matter how much I care, how much I do, they never appreciate, not even thanks?
"WHAT YOU GIVE, YOU GET BACK".Urghh.. I start to lost trust in this quotes. Whatever I do now, it seems like i will be treat by the opposite way. Some more, STOP asking me do this and that, while you yourself not do it!

I just hoping, all turn good after this, its not like im not okay, its not i supposedly make my self to be emo or what.  People around me force me to be like this. Frankly speaking, I never get this emo before I'm entering university. Entering university is not as fun as you think! I just hoping I can laugh, joke, and had a happy live. Not a lone ranger. I hate to be lonely, but if desperate, I WILL! Not because of I like to be lonely, it's just because, I cant stand with all those EGO people! EGO! EGO! EGO! HATE!!

EGO IS KILLING!

Well, I will just PRAY!PRAY!PRAY! So that I can live happily here, so that no one give me tense, just enough of study's pressure. I can be insane if like this. PLEASE WORLD, be compassionate to me. Im just a normal person. Not a SUPERMAN to be tested with such huge pressure. I also hoping people around be more supportive each other, and everyone can just lower each other EGO, so no one will hurt. I have a lots to tell, but let it be, I' just highlighted whats important. So yeah, that's it, LETS LIVE HAPPILY!! :)

My lifetime wish

Its nice if everyone can be like this forever

Oh ya, before I forgot, my Final Foundation Semester 's FINAL EXAM is around the corner, wish me goodluck and pray for my success! THANK YOU!
SAYONARA! :)